I haven't been on the computer for awhile but I at least ought to get up here once a month. Christmas is gonna be great at our house, we're all set. I used to love CHristmas but with my constant companion of anxiety it kind of takes the thrill out of it. I just hope I am being cheerful enough for my kids.
We went to see the Christmas lights at Temple Square which was fun, cold, but fun. I love standing outside on a December night after it snows and just be. It feels so peaceful and quiet. I wish I could bottle that feeling and give it to my children for Christmas.
A women at work taught me two very helpful words which I am using frequently. They are, "Oh Well." When ever I start feeling stressed I just say these two magic words to help me remember that I cannot and should not feel responsible for the safety, happiness, etc. of everyone! I have to give it to God and move on in my season of life which is to raise my children. I have beeing trying to play more with them and that is fun. I cannot believe how hard it is to sit down and play. My kids love it when I can manage it.
Anyway, that's all that's going on. See why I don't post more often? LOL Love you all.
T
Welcome to America, Dan! Let's Party!!
11 years ago
